THE AWAKENING FOR ME....
I have been on this spiritual path for about nine years now.I was an atheist for most of my life. I blamed god for everything that was wrong in my life!
I spent all of my twenties trying to fix myself by myself with self help books and that got me no where. When I hit thirty and I started wanting to heal myself, it was like I had the world on my shoulders and couldn't get relief from it. I was at the point that I was emotionally, physically and spiritually bankrupt and couldn't do it by myself anymore and I was shown a way that I didn't have to and I didn't have to use man's version of God all I had to have was a belief that there was a higher power out there and I could call him whatever I wanted to.Doing all sorts of research into different religions trying to find the answers but to no avail.
Trying to find who I am and trying to as some people would say "balance the check book of my life".Coming to terms with what was done to me and what I have done to others.It has been rather difficult at times in dealing with childhood issues and later some life issues because I have found it rather difficult sometimes to separate the two.
